Dear You/Me/Myself and I,
Today is February 1, 2026, and the world is a freakin mess right now. In case you need a reminder, that fat orange criminal turd, SCOTUS, and the republican party have sold out our country and their souls to the devil (if trump turns out to not be the actual devil himself- he sure has proven he serves him). All in a successful effort to line their own greedy pockets at the expense of our freedoms, safety, the US Constitution, and the American taxpayers (so not including billionaires). The world is suffering because of them….does that ever stop?
I wanted to reach out to future us (should we and America actually survive this nightmare)– to say hello, hey gurrl- hey, and request some help in case they ever figure out time travel. If they do, Donald Trump is a Russian asset, the antichrist, and the destroyer of peace. He’s attacking our country from within, bankrupting it (so that social security won’t even exist in the future), and killing innocent people. Everything VP Kamala Harris said about him was true.
If you or others can come back in time– stop that bitch and all the soulless republicans that follow him, as they’ve been so quick to support the destruction of our republic and slit the throat of democracy. And if you can go back in time even further than today, please tell Merrick Garland and Daddy Biden to stop being pussies, nut up and release the fucking Epstein files while they have the chance! Do it asap (meaning back then). That alone could have potentially saved our country and so many of us(a) a lot of heartache.
And in case herstory gets skewed or whitewashed even further, I want to remind you that piggy trump and the republicans are playing a different game. Taking the high road will not pay off in the end and has led to the dismantling of our government, education, healthcare, and increased the cost of living for er’body. People fucking died because of their actions. Innocent white people even died because of trump and his fellow demon’s actions.
We are trying to take a stand against evil and tyranny and fight for what’s right, but we don’t know where the actual fight is or how to fight such evil from within. Send help if you can. AT least for the sake of the children. Okay, reminder just in case you are dementia ridden like the president- children are being torn from their families, child abuse is at an all time high and at the hands of republicans and the for profit concentration camps, and its worse than most Americans have ever seen. (Or at least most living Americans can remember.) Women are being pulled over by people claiming to be ICE and are being raped. The lives of anyone not a billionaire is on the chopping block, do they ever see that? If you can stop it back then (meaning now)- do so! SAVE US(A) ALL!
I know this is a long shot but if you actually made it to 83 years old, con-fuckin-grats! You know we never imagined making it to 35. (So, you/me typing this at 48 y.o. is already a win.) I wanted to send you a message of love, a kiss and a warm embrace from your past self to our soul in 2061. If you can send one back, please do so, cause I could use one today. Also sharing this with future you, because I know you are a decent human being and if you can send help to save American lives you will. So do, if you can.
What’s it like in 2061? Shit, what are the next 2 years like? Did the world end as we know it? Or did all life forms here die because they wouldn’t let us(a) get off the big oil titty? Did Jesus come back like the Bible said He would? Was that fat piggy bitch the Antichrist all along, just like we thought? Were any of those rich child rapists ever held accountable for their actions?
Geesh, these days you/me/I can’t help but think about the future, not just for me but for everyone else too. I just want to recap what’s happening right now in your country. United States Citizens are being attacked by their own government. Every city is at risk (and some states don’t realize it yet, and haven’t freaked out yet, does that change?)
There’s an evil corrupt and brutal private police force filled with the worst of the worst of humans that aren’t afraid to lie for each other or this corrupt president. Many of their criminal histories are coming to light now. They are rapists, DV perps, and child predators. These evil fuckers were hired by the antichrist aka traitor trump (as you used to call him) or someone just as evil (like Putin).
Americans hired to attack their fellow American’s sense of safety and freedoms, challenging our rights, and making the entire world less safe in the long run. Like I said, innocent white people are getting killed too! Looksie, we’ve always cared about the brown and black lives that are attacked and taken away by hate. But, I think everyone is paying attention now. Sadly, it always takes something to happen to them or their own community in order for them to care or to take action. We are praying for action- do these tragic losses actually help us(a) keep our freedoms in the long run? Either way, it was disgusting and unnecessary. A complete violation of human rights that has killed more than the American heroes, Renee Good and Alex Pretti.
I can’t help but wonder if all that weed you smoked affected your long-term memory? Old man, I want to remind you that even before the antichrist’s stealing of his second term, you overcame some shit, gurrrl! So giving up now is not an option! If old age is catching up with you and your cognitive functions are slowly slipping away. Let’s remind you that you are a SURVIVOR! And beyond yourself, all of your fellow citizens are going through some tough as fuck times right now. They are ALL SURVIVORS! I hope that you continue to be all the better for it for the rest of your days. I also hope at 83 years old you are still fighting evil and standing up for justice (to your dying day).
Are you asking me why I chose to write a letter to my 83-year old me? Well, bitch, I’m glad your old ass is still inquisitive cause I was just about to tell you. Do you remember that old man buddy you met when you moved to Palm Springs? Ron = Rhonda Rae? Well, he’s still with us right now but he won’t be forever, do you remember him at your age (83)? Well Rhonda Rae turns 83 in a couple months, and I thought how lucky that would be if any of us make it to 83 because the future actually looks bleak right now (unless you’re a billionaire and child rapist). Do you remember the America we grew up in? I don’t know if I’m delulu or just imagined it, but I remember the country actually caring about seniors. It had safeguards and a retirement benefits program that Americans paid into their entire lives which they could count on in their golden years. Does it stay that way? Did that other evil Nazi child rapist do away with it and privatize it for his own benefit? Does it get worse for old people?
Since you brought up Rhonda Rae… I hope that you are also lucky enough to have a cute 40-something year old gay man best friend… like you did with your old naughty gay buddy Rhonda Rae. I also hope you stay on top of Botox and your JLO Beauty regimen like you have until today, so that you can have a wrinkles forehead like Ron does right now (meaning when your 83).
I have so many questions about what happens next…. If you can reach back in time and let us(a) know what we need to do right now so that we don’t lose our freedoms- don’t delay. Or if there is something you can do to make sure that he and the evil spirits that posses some of our fellow American gets exorcised and sent back to the depths of hell where it belongs.
I hope the next 40-50 years are lived in YOUR OWN country, with YOUR OWN QUEER COMMUNITY, with just as much freedom or more than you’ve experienced in the last 40 …almost 50-year life. I hope that the rest of your lives you continue to fight for your own freedoms and those of your fellow Americans (and all humans).
By the time you read this, I hope the idea of the majority of Americans forced to pay their taxes while carrying billionaires on their backs, along with the rich ‘elites’ and corporations is laughable. I sure as shit, hope and pray that Americans stop fighting and voting against their own best interests. When, if ever does that happen? Do we ever get healthcare for all, instead of some? Do Americans stop funding other countries health care plans instead of their own? I sure hope so.
I know it doesn’t seem feasible at this moment, or really any moment in the past, but I do you ever have enough money to see the world before it ends? Did you ever make it to see those small splinters of wood that were believed to be from the True Cross on which Jesus was crucified? Are you still a Jesus lovin nerd? Do Christians ever start acting like Christians or did they all follow the antichrist into the depths of hell where they belong?
I’ve never written a letter to the future me, so I don’t know what to ask you/me. Sometimes in therapy we ask clients to do a letter to their younger self or to the abuser that led to their therapy…. this is the first time I’ve heard of doing a letter to the Future YOU! (Doesn’t mean that specific ASK hasn’t been done, I’ve just never done it myself or asked a client to do so.). Please bear with yourself as you stumble clumsily though it.
Not only is this letter new to me (as you know), but so is the trauma caused by the betrayal of this shitty president, SCOTUS, and the republican party at the scary and traitorous level we are currently witnessing. You know this American trauma is new to me and so many other good Americans, but it has been there all along; just in different forms. Does that ever go away? Is there ever racial equality? What about the hate queer people experience?
Do Christians ever practice Jesus’s words or what was in the bible? Do they ever stop hating their own queer children? And does your/my community ever realize that we are stronger together than separate? That means, , the T fucking matters too (Trans lives matter.) In case you are in cognitive decline, or sundowning like the fat piggy every night as he hate tweets his disgust for America – WE ARE STRONGER TOGETHER! Do republicans ever hate child molesters more than they do immigrants?
I can go on and on with questions for myself…. Like does the rest of the world understand that not all Americans are pedo protecting dumb fucks? Do we ever see world peace? Are we even capable of it as a species or are there always demons hurting and killing innocent lives-like the evil Putin, trump, and Netanyahu? Do poor white people ever get the chance to finally see that billionaires and trump hate them too? Do people see that immunizations protect them and that they are stupid to buy into the lie that they are bad for you. Do you ever find love? Do you ever need to? So many other questions I want to ask… but they don’t seem as pressing like freedom, life, liberty and the pursuit of justice.
Please tell me…that America survives this betrayal.
If Jesus does come back… have I done enough to enter into the promise land? That’s a trick question- you know you have. It’s the republicans that should be worried about their souls.
God Bless the USA,
The Happy Homo
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PSS God Bless Minneapolis and all those who are being hurt by our own country. God help us(a).
and like ewe, could you imagine selling your soul to serve that gross man who shits himself during his admin meetings. I sure can’t.
PSSS In case you haven’t tuned in…you should!!! There are some amazing queens this season!! The praying mantis to ALL the Miami girls… applause! Best addiction to have. (I just finished tonight’s episode… OOOO Athena Dion proved why she IZ tha motha’ of them HOUSE. Loved it… deserves to be there as a serving MOTHA- LOVE.)
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