I FN HATE YOU!

I fucking hate you!

I FUCKING HATE YOU!

I can’t wait until I never have to think about YOU again! Sometimes people say some bullshit line like, “Well it happened for a reason…” or “Maybe things would have been worse if it didn’t happen at all…” Who the fuck knows if there is any validity to thinking that way or if it just makes someone’s soul feel better. Either way- fuck you and get out of my life!

I’ve known you for too long and you’ve known and controlled me for far too long. You’ve WELL overstayed your welcome in my life. BUGGER THE FUCK OFF ALREADY!

Look, I’ve never liked you and YOU are no longer the most important voice that I have to listen to or obey. As far as I’m concerned you are already history to me. I never want to speak to you or listen to your complaints again! I look forward to a full and healthy life without your everyday and night harassment. Just leave me alone already!

I’m tired of this one-sided relationship that I have to do everything you want, when you want, how you want. FUCK YOU! I no longer will listen to your demands.

Now that I’ve finally been given an opportunity to thrive, I’m going to fucking take it and YOU are not going to stand in my way!

I’m going to take those overnight trips with friends.

I’m going to not be afraid to do things without your permission.

I’m going to find a hot Daddy or two and I’m going to bounce up and down on their hot Daddy laps so hard it’s going to send shivers up and down my spine and YOU will not stop me! I’m going to get pounded right in my puckered up ass hole and you will be just a distant memory. I’m also gonna be on a hole hunt. 😉 Palm Springs is filled with warm places for you and me to visit. (I hope you cum for a visit.)

I am going to look for excuses to take the long walk home. I’m going to ask friends to go on hikes and maybe I’ll just take that brand new bike I bought last year out for test drive without fear that you’ll catch me or make things hard for me. (And not the good kind of hard.) You’ve held me back from everything!

I’m going to..

I’M GOING TO….

I’m going to…

Maybe, just maybe there is a bigger picture that I’m missing here. Maybe, just maybe you kept me in the slow lane since I was 18 years old because MY time of MY life hasn’t happened yet. I’m going to live my life for me, not you any more! Fuck you!

I am looking forward to this continued self-discovery in the desert. I’m looking forward to me and omg, I’m looking forward to meating and coming with a bunch of Palm Springs residents. I’m looking forward to dating without fear that you are going to ruin the night.

I’m looking forward to…

My story is still being written. After tomorrow it will be written with so much less pain. A GAY-YAY for me! Now if we can just make sure America doesn’t die because of the sabotaging of those freedom haters and liberty and justice for ALL also continue to thrive- I’ll be a happy homo. The world doesn’t have to be upside down for things to go well for a homo like me, does it?

I sure hope not. I’m exited to start living the rest of my life without chronic back pain. In the words of Dolly Parton I’d, “Better Get to Livin.” Another GAY-YAY for me.

Sincerely,

The Happy Homo

PS Did ya’ll see J to the Lo- Hello- rock the fucking AMAs???? OMG in my pain, on my bed, on my back, I see what makes my soul happy. I’m so glad for Jesus and JLo. Jesus, JLo, puppies, and hummingbirds. The performance was sooo fucking good! The kisses- like omg loooooved. The dance, the singing, the dresses…. The JLo essence of amazingness- I loved it all. SOOOO FUCKING GOOD! See why I NEED A J to the Lo hair extension? (Imma need them Up All Night tickets!!!!)

PSS I can’t fucking wait to get tickets to the concert. It better not sell out before I can get tickets for Jan and March. YES I said both! EEEEEE! That’s my happy.

PSSS Fuck you back pain. My next journey starts tomorrow….surgery and then slaying my way to the bank for the rest of my life. Bye bye back pain… hello Daddies. OMG I can’t wait to feel less grouchy! Aaaaah… I can almost feel better already.

PSSSS My mom is visiting to help me with everything post-surgery. So sweet and the doggies love her. Let’s hope that she stays sweet. 😊

PSX5 Did ya’ll see that FElon looks like he got punched in his face? Geesh, there’s sooo many people who would love to be the one to blacken that eye. Did you also see that crazy orange man say that President Biden is not real? That he’s fucking robot? WTAF? Get him the fuck out of office! Why is congress not impeaching that CRAZY bitch??????? Would ya’ll let crazy Britney run America? I didunt think so. But this isn’t about her…

They are destroying America and the world. They are not good human beings. Can you believe that tax payers like you and me, and they and them, and us(a) are paying for FElon to blow up rockets? How disgusting. Who is the real welfare queens in America? Looks like the top 1% to me. If he wants tax payers money to fund his broken ass rockets then he should pay fucking taxes like the rest of America. He wasn’t even born here and gets more tax money than you and I will ever see. What a disgrace.

https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/trump-conspiracy-biden-robot-clone-1235352122

This is what crazy, unhinged, and he’s clearly unable to hold the highest office in the land looks like. IMPEACH! This is wrong, this is crazy! This is not the America I know and love.

PSX6 My little Mommy dusted my house two days ago and then dusted again today. She showed me the dust on the paper towel. and said, “This is just from two days!” I replied, “This city is so dirty in many different ways.”

PSX7 Happy PRIDE MONTH to all of you, me, they/them, and us(a). May we all keep each other safe and I hope you feel the love, I love you. (Most of you)

PSX8 I got new designer sunglasses last week and this is what I imagine everyone sees when they see me walking in these gay streets! My first pair of designer shades and I call feel and see the difference. Depicted below is a picture of me walking around these gay streets in a cloud of FUCK YAAAAS BITCH! (Get out of my way- I’m getting them JLO tickets!!!!!)