The other day, I found myself asking, “Am I looking into my future?” I was thinking this pro-pound, I mean profound thought as I was watching porn the other night and there was this big gaping butt hole looking back at the camera. Look, porn is a normal part of life for a lot of adult gay men (men and women in general). Project 2025 or otherwise known as the traitor trump project would take away that freedom; along with so many others including civilian jobs and the dismantling of Medicare/Medicaid. As we practice this freedom and tug and pull to our heart-on’s delight we rarely acknowledge that it’s freedom that has freed your own Willie and has your eye’s feasting on hot daddy porn (oh maybe that’s just me).
Porn can be a healthy outlet and is used by a lot of adults for alone or not alone times. Fuck, I’m not telling any bitches something new. Ya’ll knew this. So, I fell into a Pornhub hole the other day, after searching for a client’s unsolicited recommendation about their favorite porn star that lives here. Like so many other porn stars, PS is full of people that may grace the screens on your phone or computer. What? I was curious and it was semi work related. I became even more curious once things caught my attention. And Daddy did he.
I sometimes think that I don’t focus enough on that part of my life and am reminded of it when people ask me, “You know so and so?” or “Look over there that’s so and so…” And they are talking about porn stars at the bars and restaurants in our community, and they are calling them by their screen or real-life names. I’m never sure who they are talking about unless it’s a couple specific Daddy adult entertainers. I didn’t know they actually had names! And before I moved here, I didn’t know they all lived here or filmed here either! (The Utah bubble is real. And so is just trying to survive sometimes and popping that Utah bubble.)
So, I watched this guy get pummeled by one porn star Daddy resident and then when it was all drained and over with, the one guy that was getting pummeled was winking at the camera while his face was buried deep in a pillow. Let’s just say what was winking at the camera was an eye of some sort… and if it were, the motha’ fuckin eye lids never- ever touched. But it sure did wink, “Good job Daddy!”
Nope, them lids never touched.
As he winked at what just happened, now in the past, I thought, “OMG, am I looking into my Palm Springs future?” Is this what happens when I finally turn my inner piggy loose? And I mean loose! But I also thought, I don’t have to live to that extreme just to be happy, do I? I mean, here it’s way more than okay to be extreme af, if one so chooses, even if that one person is me.
The other side of that reach around is my freedom to be just as boring or prudish as I am finding myself to be or could be. I am figuring it out as I go too. It feels good to be able to feel safe enough to honor all parts of who I am.
As he winked, I looked at that screen and thought, “Now that’s fucking freedom.” Although this homie’s ass hole looked like it loved to live to the extreme… my own is not in a big hurry but hasn’t ruled it out either. Choices are the cornerstone of freedom, and I love my freedoms. It’s a release and relief anyway you look at it.
I was so happy watching the DNC tonight and had just as much relief as I did the other day watching that porn episode (I guess it’s called an episode). The DNC tonight, the United States, fighting for our freedom and democracy, Republicans and Democrats cumming together to save democracy, and voting for the first woman president ever is proving to be my porn. Maybe I don’t watch real porn as much as I should or as much as so many other men do, but this renewed hope in America and our first woman president is the release my soul has been longing for. That gets a wink from all my lids. *Good Job*
OMG, the work up, the teasing, the pummeling of that other type of ass hole (traitor trump) throughout the convention, while simultaneously uplifting VP Harris and Coach Walz along with our country was everything I needed in order for the great release. The SHADE the DEMS and REPUBS gave cadet bone spurs was er’thang! Truth tellers are valuable to our democracy. WHAT AN AMAZING RELEASE!
But I’m not talking about cochineras anymore, I’m talking about the release of the anxiety, nerves, and fear that I’ve (we’ve) been carrying around since that orange benedict donald began pitting American against American.
To be honest, I’ve had my own bundles of anxiety since working in the ERs during the pandemic and it’s good to let it go. That whole/hole time was ewe and the uncertainty of tracking the virus home on our shoes or clothes was scurry! We didn’t know enough info at that time and it was scary af! We need adults in the White House and not someone like benedict donald who doesn’t give a shit about you or me.
I also remember, in the height of the pandemic there was a shortage of masks, and we were given the thinnest see through paper masks and expected to still show up to work. I don’t want to go back to that shit… and that’s just it, he’s an ass hole that is filled with shit and told you and me to inject bleach into our bodies. Like ewe.
Watching the convention was like pulling into a spiritual gas station (that is good for the environment) and allowed me to fill up with love, hope, and patriotism. It has renewed my life force and filled my spiritual spank bank… I mean tank. From Hilary, to Thank YOU Joe, to the fuckin delicious and yummy Obamas, to Pink and The Chicks, to fucking Oprah- it was all uplifting and filling. There were also new American warriors that were introduced to the country, and others we may have slipped our minds. Like Raphael Warnock and Jasmine Crockett… and I got to see people I knew from Utah on the screen at various times during the convention. (YAY to Jade and a couple of other people who may not be happy if I mention them in a story that also talks about how normal porn is. So happy you all were in person for such a herstoric moment in American herstory- fucking cool!
Yet again, it’s another screen that gets my heart and spirit soaring. I can’t wait to cast my ballot for the first woman President of the United States of America, Future President Kamala Harris. Madame Future President, proud American reporting for duty. Standing by and standing ready (along with so many of my fellow patriotic Americans) for whatever you need.
All I can say is, feel/fill me up America, I’m ready to be felt/filled up with your life force. Get it all up in my tank- please! I’m winking with all eyes on the future. And as Ruples has instilled in us happy homos, with the encouragement of others, and a call to action we say, “America don’t fuck it up!”
Wink, Wink,
The Happy Homo
PS Are you talking to your neighbors to make sure they are registered to vote? It’s easy to help them and only takes a few minutes. You can’t assume everybody has the same abilities as you do and may not be computer savvy like you.
California https://registertovote.ca.gov/ Utah https://secure.utah.gov/voterreg/index.html
PSS I hope there is a democratic fundraiser that is televised where JLo, Taylor Swift, The Chicks, and Beyonce all perform to put our first woman president in the White House. I’ll donate again for that… just sayin’
PSSS I posted a story the other day and someone made a comment about losing hope. Just like I’ve been practicing my whole fucking life and depicted in JLo’s, “This is Me, Now” movie available on Amazon, “You can never lose hope Joe. Never lose hope.” We can never lose hope. Giving up is not an option… better days lay ahead.
PSSSS and if you think the man can’t take away your porn… Utah tries all the time. Not too long ago Pornhub posted to its Utah users, Pornhub, quote, “made the difficult decision to completely disable access to the website in Utah” It’s up and running now, but geesh they sure do try to make you feel like it’s a terrible thing and then do it themselves behind closed doors.
PSX5 God bless America and God Bless Kamala Harris and Gov Tim Walz. May they always be kept safe from harm, A to the Menz.
PSX6 Out of the 251 people kidnapped by Hamas 66 were reportedly killed on Oct 7. 109 hostages still held captive and of those 8 are Americans. American’s kidnapped are from NY, Jersey, North Carolina, and our home state of California. https://www.ajc.org/news/meet-the-eight-american-hostages-still-held-by-hamas
