HEY SIS or CIS, yes you!  I just wanted to check in with you so that you don’t feel like you are completely alone in this crazy American historical moment in time.  These iz sum crazy cookoo bird wanna be king kinda times.  That bitch is crazy! (You know who the fuck I’m talking about.) But how are you?

Let’s acknowledge the simple truth…America has no mother fucking king (PEROID) and this is a scary fucking time for all of us(a); especially people who look like me or sound queer af like me.  We are currently living through fucked up shit we (as Americans) never thought we’d see or experience and that crazy piece of shit is trying to normalize that horror.  It’s pathetic, a disgrace to our Constitution AND our active duty and retired military members…. and flat out disgusting.

I’d also like to just add all this bull shit and manufactured chaos (that fat nerd) created is why they want to whitewash American history. It way super-duper easier to subject people to oppression, bigotry, and hatred if Americans don’t understand our own rights, know where we’ve come from, and the importance of the US Constitution.

All this is a distraction from the fight he and that other fuckin bitch FElon Muskrat had the other day and to keep the news cycle off of his participation at the Epstein Chester molester island.  That and so the richest amongst us can be even richer and avoid paying their fair share of taxes.  It’s gaaaayross and dangerous to fuck around with American lives like he’s doing.  Trying to take away healthcare and food from so many in need so they can avoid to pay their fair share of taxes.  Pathetic. We got to turn out the vote!

No matter how much we tune out the news these actions affect us(a) all. It’s a harsh reminder just how delicate our freedoms and democracy really are when you have purchased congress and some of the courts.  I hope the fear we are all experiencing is the mechanism that draws us(a) closer together as a queer community and as American citizens.  Perhaps it will allow us(a) to even see each other more and accept each other at such a higher level of loving vibration than we ever experienced before.  I think the key word for people like you and me, they/them, and us(a) is “love”.   

Love….luv….lubba…lubba….love.

We will come out on top. Yes, even you bottoms will come out on top. I can hear you know… How are we bottoms who take big loads daily going to become tops? No bitches, I mean that we as Americans will come out on top because we are on the right side of history- you know it and I fuckin know it and all those people who marched on NO MOTHA FUCKIN KINGS DAY know it.

WE are blessed to LIVE in America where the Constitution runs the show [well she’s supposed to when we have good and honest Americans elected to serve us(a)].  See you are a motha’ tuckin top after all!

America is not some wannabe fat orange haired nerd king. Can I just also say Thank YOU- God, Jesus, the saints, the Blessed Mother, Santa JLo, and any other deity that says it’s the right thing to love your neighbor and welcome the immigrant and refugee with open loving arms (as it does in the Bible), because we have a multitiered system and the courts have just as much power as a president or congress.   Checks and balances- when we have good honest Americans serving us(a).

You know that bitch be crazy and is trying to pull a Jada on us(a), “Look over there.” It’s a dangerous and expensive distraction that we the peeps pay for.  Let’s not mince words either…he doesn’t care about America, American citizens, or our freedoms. He is planning to overthrow our fucking government and will try his fat darndest to declare Martial Law.  THANK GOD FOR THE COURTS.

I’ve had a week or so to ponder post spine surgery and I wonder… is our planet Earth, America, and our allies in equality, democracy, and freedom having a rom com moment right now?  Is the answer really as plain as it is in the movies? Is the answer really just LOVE? 

OMG it totes is, isn’t it?  I love you.

Love….luv….lubba…lubba….love.

So, after spine surgery, which knocked me on my ass for a bit, I began to dream. I’m a dreamer… not like the kind that wasn’t born here dreamer… but like the kind that learned about Martin Luther King Jr. kinda dreamer, but I love the other types of dreamers too.  They deserve to dream and manifest their dreams too.

Why not dream my American Dream out loud?  Who knows what our American future holds… so I’m just going to speak it out into the universe and speak it into existence. I’m going to start a Happy Homo Home Health service with in home therapy services in the coming months. I need to save up some money to apply for all the permits, etc.. I can’t wait to serve the community that I’ve grown to love and cherish. I’m a happy homo serving and servicing other happy homos and now (funds pending) will get to do it in your homes in your time of need. I love my community.

I want to do this because not every gay is lucky enough to have a mom take care of them post surgery and not every Rhonda Rae out here is blessed enough to have me and other younger able bodied gays to check in on them.  So why not? Why the fuck not do a home health service that caters to my queer peeps in the desert?  More to cum as I manifest that fuckin shit into reality.  I want to love all (most) of our community in their toughest of times- if even by proxy.

Like ewe, can you just imagine how happy that Putin bitch is right now?  Seeing that his little bitch can turn red blooded American against red blooded American.  Literally destroying America from the inside out. EWE to the max.  I don’t mean to be an alarmist, but what if I don’t get to chase my next dream?  I’d rather at least speak it out into the universe so that in the event of American maga terrorist taking over our government and turning it into an authoritarian regime I wanted to say that in this moment in time…and dream like a God loving GAY Utah Mexican American Palm Springsian Christian can and I will.

Wouldn’t it be nice if I could just focus on healing during this time? Instead I’m worried about keeping my mom in town any longer than I need her to be. And all because that fat nerd bitch be crazy and he won’t relinquish the control of the National Guard- it has not yet been returned to Gov Newsome. It should be. It needs to be. Its the right thing to do. I hope the courts return the control of the NG to CA because that crazy bitch is using Californians who care enough about our country to enlist in our glorious Armed Forces, and is using them harass other Californians who also love our country just because of they are covered ever so beautifully in melanin (like me).

I find myself worrying if shit hits the fan any more than it already has, that her flight and everyone else’s are going to be cancelled. Its fucked up that I have to even worry about such nonsense. First the planes are falling out of the sky because of that other ugly nerd, FElon Muskrat and I’m wondering when their terror against our country and its citizens is going to stop. I’m not the only one with these kinds of worries.

It doesn’t have to be like this and we need to take the momentum of the No Kings Day and make sure everyone is registered to vote that bitch and all those other magaturds out of office. I don’t know if you noticed but we out number those bitches by a lot! Thank God and may He keep us(a) all safe from their evils.

Love….Luv…Lubba…Lubba….Love,

The Happy Homo

PS what an amazing display of patriotism from sea to shining sea yesterday. 

PSS also my heart goes out to my Utah friends who were subjected to maga terrorism yesterday. 1 person was shot and lost his life. 

PSSS  Dear God, I pray that you screw up, intercept, and ruin ALL maga terrorism attacks and make all of us(a) brave, patriotic, and aware of our surroundings.  Please spoil all of their terror attacks and let freedom ring, from sea to shining sea. Lord, please keep our community safe and please always keep the police on our side, on the right side of American history. In Jesus name I pray, A to the Gay Menz.

PSSSS Not to be crude or vulgar… who am I kidding I love crude and vulgar… post surgery I feel like I got my horny back. Thank you Lord. Hope to suck, fuck and see ya all soon. 😉

PSX5 God bless America. Post surgery update- I find myself exhausted easily and need to rebuild up my stamina. Its a bit achy but so much better than the stabbing pain that was there before. My leg kinda falls alseep and feels like it has been to the dentist…its all numb and shit. I even had my butt cheek get the sleepy time needle/tingles in church yesterday. Its a whole bunch of getting used to my new norm. I welcome it and the healing.

PSX6 Also I feel like I’m a terrible obsessed JLo fan. There’s soooooo much online content that she’s put out there that I haven’t yet seeeeeen! Oye Vey! I may have missed World Pride but I’m going to Vegas bitches!!! I wanted to say that although I didn’t make it, my friend that I was supposed to be going with facetimed me so I could watch as she performed. Granted that bitch didn’t hold his phone so great but the gesture itself is a sweet testament. I want many more sweet friend moments like that.

this belongs right here…

PSX7 “I’m looking up at the moon and I’m dreaming.”